This was incredibly boring. What a boring man. Boring sex. Boring words. No emotion. An said he loved me, although he was quite annoying. Loyal, always smiling, good listener, overprotective. He was just too perfect for me. He was boring me. I had forgotten how long we had been together. The years faded into each other. They've become black and white in my memory.
February in the 70's. It was cold out here in New York. I did not wish to lie next to that man. Laying there naked and sweaty for hours isn't fun. I was barefoot and running around in a nightgown. My English was not very good so I did'nt speak to anyone. All I wished to do was run. Erase my mind for a moment. It was very cold. Although, I didn't mind. I have always enjoyed this time of year. It is soothing to me. Perhaps I am simply depressing. I know I am young, however there are times when I feel as if I'm aging.
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